From the corner booth
of the dimly-lit hotel lounge, she had no
trouble spying the man who'd sent the drink.
She studied him while Frank Sinatra crooned
a standard from hidden speakers.
He was decent looking
at a distance and in a stiff Wall
Street-banker kind of way. His dark hair
showed signs of receding but didn’t detract
from the dimple-studded smile he flashed
while toasting her with his own glass—a
tumbler of something dark—and dipped his
head toward her.
Then his gaze focused,
intensified. Raw lust rode the spark of
electricity he shot across the room. Like
flint on tinder, desire flamed and spread.
She fought for composure. So it wasn’t the
wine or his adorable dimples or kind of
sweet, boy-next-door smile that gave this
man the edge over the others. It was the way
her panties moistened after exchanging one
look.
She tilted her head in
acknowledgement and then turned away.
“Please thank him for me,” she told the
waiter. He swept away the glass of wine
she’d been nursing.
For a second, she
worried what her children would think if
they knew where she was and what she
planned.
Her palms sweated. She
forced one hand down hard on the
cloth-covered table and scraped the other on
the pristine, white napkin draped over her
lap.
Then she forced away
insecurity and uncertainty, along with
thoughts of her kids, the expensive home,
the luxury cars. Right now, she wasn't wife
or mother; she was a woman on the prowl,
looking for a night of tangled sheets and
sweaty bodies. God knew it had been a long
time since her husband displayed the
primitive need the stranger at the bar
exhibited.
Maybe because
they were strangers the night would reap
more than an expensive glass of wine. With
someone she would never see again, she might
find the courage to ask for pleasures she
longed to know. She needed this, the
anticipation, the thrill of illicit desire.
Even a tiny frisson of fear made her come
alive.
She yearned to feel
like a woman again, if only for a night.
Then maybe she’d gain her sanity and find a
way out of the colorless world in which she
found herself trapped. If she failed, she
didn’t think she could face the years ahead.
She couldn't fail.
She wouldn't.