Excerpt:
“Talk to me about Robert Arlow,” he said. “Get it all out.”
She shook her head furiously, “No!”
“I know he hurt you. You don’t have to tell me what he did to you if
you don’t want to. I just want to know one thing.”
She looked at him warily. “What?”
“Was he the only man who ever touched you?”
Her eyes narrowed. “What?” she said angrily.
“Had you been with a man before this happened?”
“That’s none of your business. Why do you want to know that?”
“Because I don’t think you ever were, and all you know now is that you
don’t want it to happen again.”
“I don’t know how I feel about anything right now,” she said. “I feel
empty inside.”
“Tell me. If you trust me, then tell me. Is Robert Arlow the only man
who ever touched you?”
Her hands flew over her face tightly and she sobbed. Dalton stroked her
hair softly. “Its not supposed to be that way, Ava. It won’t always be
like that.
“I hate to think that all you ever felt with a man was pain. That’s not
the way you are supposed to feel.”
“I know what you are trying to tell me,” she said through tears. Her
voice lowered to a mere whisper, “You’re saying it won’t be like
that…with you.”
His heart thudded. He had thought she was too naive to realize what he
was implying.
“It won’t be,” he promised.
“I know,” she said in a small, wavering voice.
Spurred on by the whiskey, and her admission, he pulled her against him
tightly. “I won’t ever hurt you. I promise. I want to make you feel
good.”
Her eyes were open wide, “I want you, Dalton, but I’m afraid. I’m all
mixed up right now.”
“Can I kiss you?”
Her lip trembled. “Do you want to?”
“More than anything.”
His mouth was against hers, and her breath bathed his lips.
“I bet your lips are sweet,” he murmured. He leaned towards her.
Her lips were as soft as he had imagined they would be. She opened her
mouth slightly, and his tongue touched hers. He reached to cup her jaw
as he kissed her more deeply. She was moaning quietly in her throat, and
his cock was so hard now that it hurt. His tongue stroked hers and he
kissed her over and over.
She finally pulled away. Her breathing was harsh and uneven.
“That wasn’t so bad, was it?” he asked.
“It was nice,” she said, with the sweetest little sigh he’d ever heard.
He stroked down the curve of her hip with his hand. Her skin was so
soft it was hard to tell where the silk of her nightgown ended.
“Is this okay, me touching you?”
Her eyes were half closed and she sighed again. “Yes.”
“Good.” He traced her chin line and lowered his hand to her neck,
before skimming it gently over her breasts.
“I’m going to touch you.” His hand slid down her hip to her thigh. It
might be a long time before he’d be inside of her, but he wanted to show
her there was more to be experienced at the hands of a man than pain.
He kissed her ear, and breathed against it. “I want you to just lay
here and let me touch you. I won’t hurt you, Ava. I promise.”
Her eyes locked to his, and she swallowed hard. “Where are you going to
touch me?